Thoughts

Thoughts

Materials: Flash Movie
Project: Personal Exploration
Year: 2000
Size: Unknown

This is a little Flash movie I created for thespot.nu. It can still be found in the Projects section of their site. It's basically a digital journal entry. (The Flash movie will be available soon)

Text:

What I'm thinking is what I'm feeling right now.
I can never tell anymore. I think it's one thing yet it's another.
This is all so very confusing. I love so many things yet it comes down to three.
At one point in my life I realized that I'm not an individual.
I realized there are other people out there, just like me. Searching, just like me.
This is all pathetic really. I mean look at ourselves.
We are all pondering over the same thing. Why are we here? What is out purpose?
Perhaps we were put here to inspire each other?
Perhaps we were all put here to search for true love and beauty.
But if that's true how come some people don't succeed?
Who is this supreme being and why does he let certain things happen?
Is the person who we call God actually named fate?
I'm always so confused as to what to do.
Too many people to please when all I want to do is please myself.
Where do I go from here? I think I'm ahead of the gang but I will be behind in the future.
I want to do so much with my life yet I don't know how to.
I need direction like no other. I'm too emotional with things.
Here I am writing about what's on my mind right this second.
And why? For self satisfaction? For pity?
Once again, confused out of my mind.
So now I leave you for another day with no direction. You think there is but no.
My true love is lost.
I have nowhere to go...